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… I stepped out of my comfort zone and followed my passion, to become a full time wedding photographer after moonlighting for 3 years. I have been planning for that day for some time. But everytime, something will stop me, telling me… it’s a dead end there, don’t go. It’s the voice of uncertainty. It keeps repeating over and over again. I spoke to people around me and the result was, 50-50.
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Dad asked, “why?”.
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Mum said “if you are happier that way…”.
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Ron said, “come join us!”
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Ead said, “Fasten your seatbelts” <=== i can't be sure of the exact words, but you get the impression.
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Heng gave me a book during my birthday the year before, titled, Whatever you think, think the opposite by Paul Arden. On page 62, I found this,
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A young man worked as a runner in an advertising firm.
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One day he said to his manager, ‘i’m leaving. I’m going to be a drummer.’
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The manager said, ‘I didn’t know you played the drums.’
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He replied, ‘I don’t, but I’m going to.’
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A few years later that young man played in a band with Eric Clapton and Jack Bruce, and it was called Cream, and the young man’s name was Ginger Baker.
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He became what he wanted to become before he knew he could do it.
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He had a goal
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The events that led to me resigning was pretty funny. After my holiday in Taipei, I came back to office, still in holiday mood. Then I made a casual remark, “don’t feel like working…”. My colleague heard that and for the next 5 days, he will come to me everyday and ask, “when are you quitting? Must tell me ok?”. Coupled with my intention to leave, IÂ thought, damn it… let’s just do it! So I told him I’ll resign the next day. That night, I typed my resignation letter and the next day, I was on my gardening leave:)
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I remembered how my manager asked me, “what are you going to do?”. I said I want to be a photographer. He went “you know, you have a good degree and a stable job, why do this (you know the typical stuff)?” I quoted some examples and about pursuing a passion. But inside me, I wasn’t sure. One year on, today, I have an answer for him.
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The whole episode only hit me a day later, I went, “what have you done?”
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From then on, I knew, I was on my own. Today, I look back… no regrets.
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To the ones that helped me and believe in me over this period of uncertainty, thank you, thank you very much.
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